ek jhalak unki dekhne ko ye dil tarasta hai...
talkin.. .eatin... workin... laughin...
livin da drama... actin as ppl want me to...
betrayin my own slf...
lying to wht i feel deep down...
am i even LIVIN??? or is tht also a LIE???
ek arsa ho gaya hai muskuraake... aansoo ki tamanna bhi nahi hai ab tho
thinkin of y i have to under go ths???
brain jus stops...
can hear my own heart thumpin...
so loud n so fuckin harsh...
ALIVE... am i???... still thinkin...
ek tho ye yaadein hain... aur us par jeene ki saza bhi mil gai...
standin amungst the crowd of faces...
seeing wht my eyes show...
nothin enters my inside...
all looks so dayamnd immaterial...
DEATH doesnt come EZ...
ek sawaal baar baar uthta hai ... kya abhi bhi hame dard hota hai???
rippin my own slf into pieces...
shreds of past in front of me...
not complainin of pain...
nw thts a part of me...
BLOOD aint quenchin my THIRST... y???
ek baar ham ko choo lo... sukoon ki maut de do...
yup...thtz how this fuckin madness is...
lunacy in its own way...
y is it so tht what we wish for is wht we NEVVR get???
anyways... stoppd 'wishin'long ago...
nw i jus DIE... some call it LIFE...
na raat kat-thi hai...
na din ka pata hota hai...
na saba roshan karti hai...
na sehar ka hosh hota hai...
bas EK hi khayaal rehta hai...
SIRF ek hi khayaal rehta hai...
mi8 i b destind 2 concur da wretchd erth...
but al im wishin fo iz juz 1 singl tuch ...
P.S. --- DEVIL-HED... thtz da reezn fo ths shit... red hiz/ha post... waz fuckin comentin fo hiz post n woosh floz ths shit... rote it within 10 minitz uf reedin da post... al mixd shit... hindi/urdu/inglish... GIBBERISH in da fulest fom... reed on... peace!!!